BILL'S POETRY

 


Poetry of Friends

 


RECOLLECTIONS OF CHILDHOOD

William J. Moore DOB: 11/12/1933

 

A bright warm sun was beating down on a 4-year-old boy in Daviess County, Kentucky. Just a young child playing in the shade of a fairly scraggly tree in the back yard that was more dirt than grass. The shade doubled as a cool respite from the sun not only for him but the many chickens that were an important part of living.

The dust was so powdered that the slightest movement causes the dust particles to dance on the sunbeams that penetrate the shade.

There was a unique smell that permeated the air. It was a mixture of late spring and early summer that even a 4-year-old boy was aware of. The chicken manure, the pig lot, the barnyard and the blooming flowers and new mown hay all melded together into an overall familiar odor.

Playing in the dirt was one of his pastimes that never failed to be intriguing. Every block of wood became a "car" or "tractor" or "Truck" that had it’s own routine that was limited only by his imagination. Toy cars were not something he would have because they cost "money" and "Money" was something that was needed by the family for it’s very meager existence.

The feel of this powdered dust on his bare feet was a delight. Too long he’d been forced to wear shoes and this was a special ritual of late spring. The fact that he probably needed to go barefoot, because his shoes were out grown never entered into his thought process. This was something his parents had to worry about, not him; he had serious games to play!!

These games included the company of an older sister and a younger brother and were unlimited. If the mind could devise the game they could play it!! Playing with the animals and especially the chickens were very popular. Put the chicken to sleep was an endless game. 1st you must catch a chicken---this in itself was a great game—then you put it’s head under a wing and spun it around and around and around and then gently laid it down to see which would sleep the longest. When the chicken awoke, the chase and the game started over again.

He had pets that were a great amusement. Of course there was a hound that would chase rabbits and a cat and a "Terrier" that would dig "Rats" out from under the barn or the chicken coop.

Hide and seek, you’re IT!! Run, Run, hide don’t make a sound or move a muscle or you will be caught… HOME FREE!! Was the shout when you made it without being caught.

Red Rover, Red Rover let Gilbert come over. How many times I must have heard that in my lifetime. We always selected him as he was "small" and might not break the wall of interlocked arms that formed the barrier to be broken so you might return an extra person to you team’s side!! "Don’t call for that big kid he will break my arms"!!

Work and chores were a fact of life even at that young age. We fed the chickens and gathered the eggs. We helped plant the garden, helped tend it and weed it, and of course gather the vegetables for cooking and canning. We were not expected to go work in the fields, that came a few years later, but we did help with the plowing and weeding and hoeing of the garden. It was not unusual for a 4 year old boy to use a small hand "sickle" to cut weeks around the garden and the barn yard and I have a scar on my leg to prove that it was not always a pleasant experience.

"Billy", you go pick some Green and Ripe tomatoes both if you want Fried Green Tomatoes for lunch. Of course I wanted Fried Green Tomatoes for lunch—that was the best meal I could imagine. Rolled in cornmeal and fried crispy brown and served on a nice biscuit with a slice of onion and ripe tomato. "You have had 4 already, isn’t that enough"? God I still love them!!

Water had to be carried to the animals and to mom to use for cooking and cleaning. The fact that the well was a good distance from the house and the bucket was heavy did not matter as you had a brother or sister to grab the other side of the handle and help you.

The kettle had to be filled for heating water to do the washing. The fire had to be tended and stoked, and mom was too busy for that small chore.

Handing her the clothespins was another seemingly small task but it was another way she instilled respect for duty and teamwork.

I am sure there was never a "GREAT" plan for all this; it was just the way things were. When she said, "go get the egg" you went and got them, because she said so. There was none of this I don’t want to, let someone else do it, etc.

I think this is the earliest recollection of mine. The bright warm sun and the powered dirt under my bare feet is still one of my fondest memories. After this the memories are more distinct and vivid.


 

William J. Moore MSGT USAF, Retired

DOB: 11/12/1933

 

"My name is Sergeant Moore and I am your T.I. for your basic training". "T.I. is short for Tactical Instructor and that means I will be the most important person in your life". " I will decide what you do, when you do it and how you do it for the next 10 weeks of your life"." Your schedule will be as tight as we can make it from before daylight until after dark". " You will be stretched to the limit of your endurance, both physically and mentally"." You will regret the day you were sworn into the United States Air Force and will at some later date thank me and all my associates for this experience".

So begins the orientation speech for another new Flight of Basic Training Recruits at Lackland AFB, Texas. This is hour one (1) of day one (1) of the greatest experience any young man will ever have in his lifetime. The discipline and camaraderie will be entwined into the "team work" that any military operations require for successful completion.

The random selection of the 70 recruits is as accidental as the plane, train and bus schedule arriving in San Antonio, Texas. They are met at the airports, depots and stations by escort personnel and are transported to Lackland AFB. Their destination is the "Green Monster" the name given to the big green personnel processing building that is the center of all new recruit personnel processing. They are assigned to the next "Flight # " and as soon as the group is complete the are then delivered to the T.I. that will be responsible for them.

They are from New York, New Jersey, Indiana, Kentucky, Illinois, Arkansas, Texas, New Mexico, Utah, Wyoming, Colorado and California. They are tall, short, slim, fat, smart, dumb, clever, dull, happy, mad, elated and miserable. Some have long hair and some short hair, some are bearded and some have never shaved in their life. Some are clean and well groomed and some are dirty and sloppy. They are dressed in every imaginable type of garb and thus the term "RAINBOW FLIGHT" is given to each new group after it is assembled and is processing through the first few days of the training schedule. This is a term fabricated by the older recruits and is used to ridicule and deride the new arrivals. The "RAINBOW" designation is dropped after the Haircut and Uniform issue is completed on about the third day of the training schedule.

DISCIPLINE is the single most important part of the military. It is the glue that holds the whole thing together. And the discipline training starts from the first contact between the T.I. and the recruits. Simply stated Discipline is the attitude of "doing the right thing at the right time because it's what is right". We start trying to ingrain this into children at a very early age and some parents and guardians and educators are much more proficient than other, Everyone has a different interpretation of what is best, and how it is best taught.

My father was a very strict disciplinarian and his answer was "if I told you to do something and you don't, you get your ass busted" and he meant that with all of his being. He never relented or accepted any excuses from any of us.

The Air Force had about the same philosophy as him but it was diluted by a set of rules called Military Law. This is like the rules of the land but slanted toward the military and used a lot of military jargon to set the premature of the offenses. We as DI’s weren't to concerned with a lot of that, we just had to take 70 different individuals and turn them into a well trained unit in the 8 to 10 weeks we were allotted. Some of the DI’s were very dedicated but just didn't seem to ever have a clue that the job was not as easy as the recruiting posters made it seem.

These kids needed to have their "Spirit" broken in the first day or two and then molded into the "AIRMAN" that he was supposed to be. This "breaking of the spirit" was a combination of actions that alone were not very special but in combination were very effective. We started with a schedule of activities that were designed to be informative and exhausting - the exhausting was both physical and mental. Their day started at 4:30 AM and ended at 9:00 PM and their sleep was sometime interrupted with a fire drill or guard duty, etc. Physical Training was constant and they MARCHED every where they went. This activity was interspersed with constant harassment by the instructor cadre and older recruits that we selected to assist in the initial orientation such as bed making, footlocker arrangement and uniform display. They were required to memorize a litany of General Orders and the Chain of Command from the DI up through the Air Force, the Department of Defense and the Commander in Chief, the President of the United States. They were deprived of cigarettes, candy, sodas and use of the phone and it usually took about 5 days for their first mail to arrive. They had never been so de-humanized in their whole life. We never let up on them and they never saw a friendly face or heard a kind word.

The final "straw" in the process was the Haircut and the issue of the "Uniform". This was when the individual personalities were erased and the were no longer "HOT SHOTS" but were just another "NOBODY". All the cockiness was gone and they now had to stand together to survive. This was the start of the teamwork phase of their training, the re-building process was ready to begin.

The "LEARNING - TO - MARCH" phase was a harsh experience for some of them. They had never done anything in a disciplined and orderly manner in their life and to be told exactly how to stand, how to step and how to turn and stop upon command was a mind wrenching episode for some of them. Just "Standing at Attention" the first part of the marching process was almost impossible for some of them, as it requires the individual to stand erect with head and eyes focused straight ahead and to be perfectly immobile. The immobile part was hard for some of them to execute since they had never been "STILL" for any extended period of time in their short life.

The progression of their training was a joy to watch. They soon learned to depend not only on themselves but all the other members of the group. They were divided into small groups for performing task such as "Latrine" (bathroom) cleaning, for sweeping and waxing the barracks floor, grounds policing and bed and footlocker alignment and arrangement. Each of these groups had a "leader" and he was responsible to the T.I. for accomplishing the task. This "Team" concept was vital, as they would use it during their entire Air Force career. All jobs in the Air Force employed this concept. Inspection of their person, belongings and quarter’s became a daily occurrence. Failures on these inspections were punished by extra "fatigue" detail such as K.P. and grounds maintaince instead of free time.

Each day saw an advancement of their skill levels. The close order drill (marching) became much smoother and organized. The exercise routines during physical training were smoother and more coordinated.

At about this time we introduce the "Inter Flight" competition. They were not only measured against a "progression table" but were "head to head" with other groups of about the same number of days in training. This constant competition fostered a positive team spirit. It was not unusual to have them request more drill time so they might do better in tomorrow’s competition. At the same time as all this physical training was taking place they were bombarded with academic subjects such as, personal hygiene, field sanitation, first aid, code of conduct for prisoners of war and military law. Tests were administered on a regular basic with individual and group averages counting in the overall competition.

At about the 5th week the rebuilding process started. They were given "free" time in the evening to visit the Recreation center to swim, shoot pool, read, listen to music or actually talk to the WAF (female) trainees. At this time the individual personalities began to emerge and the "natural leaders" began to surface.

By now we had "eliminated" the small percentage that were not "trainable". This amounted to about 5% of all the men that started the program. They were either mentally or physically unfit for Air Force service and were give a "Convince of the Government" discharge. This was not an arbitrary decision but based on extensive tutoring and mental hygiene testing. We used a program of "Set Back" that permitted repeating the training cycle they had failed. Some were not able to stand the rigorous physical training or were not mentally capable of absorbing the material. Some were not able to adapt to the "discipline".

The last few weeks were devoted to perfecting the skills learned earlier and completing the academics. Pride in the unit and personal satisfaction was emphasized.

They were given a "12 hour pass" to go into town and for the first time to actually be on their own. This was the "reward" they had been planning for a long time and I suspect the anticipation was greater than the actual reprieve from the training routine. They were instructed not to drink "Beer" but a lot of they returned to the barracks half drunk.

The last few days were spent anticipating their "Career Field" selection. Very early in the training process they were given Aptitude test and were "counseled" on job selections for which they were qualified. They were permitted to select a 1st, 2nd and 3rd choice based on aptitude scores but the final selection was based upon "The Needs of the Air Force". Receiving their "Orders" was the highlight of the program. "I got Electronics school at Chanute AFB, Illinois", "I got Air Police School right here at Lackland AFB", "Where in the hell is Minot, North Dakota" were some of the comments that were heard when the assignments were passed out. Some were happy and some were sad but most were happy with the school assignments and all were ecstatic that Basic Training was over.

Successful completion of Basic Training resulted in promotion to Airman 3rd Class. The "sewing on" of the first strip was a celebration to behold. Sewing was not part of the academic schedule and some were terrible but they were all proud to get rid of the "Slick Sleeve" of the Basic Airman.

Friendships were made that would last a lifetime and skills were learned that would serve them well for the rest of their life. Good byes were not easy, as they knew the might never see some of their comrades ever again.

"Gentlemen, you have made the grade", "I am proud to have been a part of you life for the last few weeks and would be proud to serve with any of you". So starts the last speech from the T.I. Believe it or not you have made the grade and I am satisfied that you will be an asset to any organization you will be assigned. Those of you remaining here for school or awaiting assignment can feel free to come around and visit and help me with the next "Rainbow" flight.

It has been a pleasure serving with you during this important part of you Air Force career.



December 13,1996 WILLIAM J. MOORE

Barefoot Bay, Fl. 32976 SSAN 404-40-3097

              This will be a summary of my EXPOSURE to "WAR GASES" during my early career in the Air Force.

          I enlisted in the United States Air Force on 20 May 1952 and was sent to Lackland AFB in San Antonio, Texas for basic training. As a part of that training we were tested and counseled for subsequent career choices - my scores indicated an aptitude for the “Instructor” career fields, which I later chose from the short list of available career fields.

             Upon completion of Basic Training I was assigned to the 3700th Training Squadron at Lackland AFB as an Instructor School Student for the 8-week course that taught us how to prepare a lesson plan and deliver the instruction using the Air Force methods.  It was quite intense and thorough.  Back in those days the discipline was quite a large part of the training - we continued to receive a lot of the drill and physical training program that was started in basic training.  We were to “SET THE EXAMPLE” for the recruits we would be training in a few short weeks. At this time we all thought we were going to be DI's (drill instructors) the people that were responsible for the recruit training in the barracks and on the drill and physical training fields.  However, at the completion of the instructor school I was assigned to the 3700th Instructor Squadron as Permanent Party and went to work in the Field Training area as a "CHEMICAL WARFARE" instructor!!

             As a "CHEMICAL WARFARE" instructor I taught Field Identification of War Gases (1) Mustard Gas (2) Lucite Gas (3) Phosgene Gas (4) Chlorophicrine gas.  This was a lecture and practical exercise.  We started with a lecture on the general properties of the gases when used as a weapon during combat.  We covered their properties and effects on "Soldiers" and their

Recognition in field situations and the protection devices and methods used to defend against them.   After the lecture was over we would MARCH the students through a "CLOUD" of the Gases and let them smell the odor for themselves.  Each gas had it's own peculiar odor and since they were all COLORLESS, the only method of identification in a combat zone that was quick and effective, was to identify the odor.

             We had a specific area that consisted of 4 pits dug approximately 6 inches deep by 10 inches wide and 24 inches long on each side of a rectangle about 100 feet square.  The pits were all wired with a sequence of wire that would permit the detonation of a small canister of the gas. Hole # 1 on each side of the square was always Mustard Gas, # 2 was Chloropicrin, #3 was Lucite and #4 was Phosgene.  The detonation was accomplished by taping and # 8 electric blasting cap to a 1 -2 Oz glass vial of the gas that was later detonated with a "T" handle detonator box.

             The students were assembled on the downwind side of the square and upon a signal from the chief instructor we would detonate pit #1 and then march the students through the "Cloud" to let them smell the gas and identify the odor for themselves. This was repeated for all four pits.         

 This was a standard procedure and we repeated it every day and some times twice a day for the nearly 2 years that I worked in the job. I only remember one (1) accident and I was the one involved on the "Hurt" side of it.  As I was on my knees on the ground placing the charge in hole # 4, one of the assistants was standing between me and the chief instructor when he, for some reason, decided to test the "T "handle detonator and exploded the charge in my hands. At the time it just made me mad, but I'm not sure what the possibilities of injury to my lungs was.  The Glass and metal cuts on my hands soon healed and at 20 years old and being a "good airman" I sure wasn't about to complain.

             In addition to this class we also taught the "TEAR GAS CHAMBER" lesson to demonstrate the effectiveness of the "Gas Mask" that was issued to the recruits.  Again the lesson started with a lecture on the properties of the mask, why it was required, how it worked and how it was to be placed on the person and how it was adjusted to the size of the face and head. After the lecture the correct procedures were demonstrated and the students then put on their mask and adjusted them under the supervision of the various instructors.  We then took them into the "TEAR GAS CHAMBER", a small building that was equipped with a Tear Gas dispenser (a # 10 can placed over a light bulb to melt the gelatin Tear Gas capsule) with the mask on to demonstrate that the mask would protect them.   To prove it was really working we would have them remove the mask and after the Tear Gas began to irritate the eyes we would require them to replace the mask and go through the "clearing" procedure they had been taught.  We then made them remove the mask and let the gas attack their eyes again and then release them from the building.  This was then repeated with another group - the room would only hold about 20 students at a time and someday we ran 75 to 250 students through the chamber. We (the Instructors) took turns on the inside and stayed until the gas irritated our skin before we would be replaced.  The gas would saturate your clothing and hair and it was great "sport" to go to the cafeteria for coffee and "gas" the people at the next table.

             In addition to the above classes we demonstrated the use of some CHEMICAL weapons such as Napalm, White Phosphorous, Thermite and Magnesium incendiary bombs and Primer-cord explosive.  We would remove the detonators from the 6 LB Napalm Cluster bomb and replace it with a # 8 blasting cap that we could detonate with a "T" handle electric detonator.  We had a locally fabricated rack consisting of four (4) tubes that held the bombs at about a 45 degree angle and upon detonation the napalm would shoot 75 -100 feet down range as a wall of fire. It would stick to anything it contacted until it burned itself out in 2 or 3 minutes.  This was a very effective demonstration of the use of napalm and led us into the use of the Thermite and Magnesium bombs.        

               Again we would use one (1) of the small bombs from the Cluster that was dropped in actual combat, and manually detonate (ignite) it and demonstrate it's ability to burn through metal.  I forget the temperature we taught but it was somewhere around 2,000 degrees.  The White Phosphorous Bombs produced a "fireworks" looking explosion with many small burning particles spraying over an area of 100 feet in diameter and produced a large cloud of phosphorous smelling smoke. Each particle would ignite it's own small blaze and would stick to human skin if contacted.

             We would string-up 100 feet of “Primer Cord” between 2 poles about 4 -5 feet above the ground and attach a # 8 blasting cap to one end. When detonated it would produce an explosion that was unique as it was a "flash" of 100 feet and a very loud blast with the concussion of a bomb.    

             We would demonstrate the use of Colored Smoke Grenades for marking targets and the Smoke POT for concealment of troop movements.  The Smoke POT produced a thick, heavy white/yellow smoke that was very acrid and irritated the eyes and throat. We would again use the gas mask drill to further emphasize that the mask protected the individual from this type of agent as well as the War Gases.

             My department was responsible for conducting the "NIGHT MARCH" exercise. We took the recruits on a forced march of 2 -3 miles in the dark woods behind the field training area and the base hospital.  We usually waited until dark and then set out to see what "problems" we might encounter. The training staff would usually arrange some primer cord explosions that would require hitting-the-dirt and crawling a few yards, at least one smoke attack and a separate Tear Gas attack that each required the rapid use of the gas mask after the agent had been identified. We conducted this operation about 3 nights a week for the students we had in our other classes the past day or so.

             As young Airmen and Instructors we emphasized safety in everything we did and taught. However; we never thought that we might be "at risk", we were just doing our job the best way we knew how.  No monitoring of trace levels of chemicals in our bodies was ever conducted and would have probably been ridiculed if we suggested it.  The fact that we were exposed to these agents on a regular and reoccurring "daily" basis was never questioned.  In many cases when the recruits were using the Gas Mask to protect them from the agents we, the instructors, had to be unprotected because we were shouting instructions and directions to the students.


            The recent article (12 Dec 96) in the Florida Today Newspaper concerning "low Level Exposure" to War Gases in the Gulf War makes me concerned.  My low-level exposure was over a long period of time and the consequences could be far reaching. I taught in this department from August 1952 until July 1954 at which time I was transferred to Parks AFB in California and continued the same duties there for another year. 

            The instructors that I remember are:

SSGT John Ditmore, the section NCOIC who presently lives in Niceville, FL.

A1C Nick George of Daytona, FL.   SSGT Paul Henson of Arkansas.

A1C Harry Hagen of N.Y., N.Y.& A2C Bill Sanders of Louisville, KY.
                           
A2C Jimmy Gauze who presently lives in San Antonio, TX.  


The following was written about Gus W. Moore by his Granddaughter Cindy (Simmons) Lawrence
 January 18, 1996 two(2) days before he passed away.


               CINDY (Simmons) LAWRENCE THOUGHTS ON GUS............1/18/96

 

DRIVING DOWN SNOWY 1-25 BEHIND A PICKUP, YELLOW, OLD, FILLED WITH STEEL THINGS (BARRELS, CONTAINERS, THINGS WITH TENTACLES STICKING UP OVER THE OLD WOODEN SIDE RAILS.) steel, metal pipes, tools, SCRAPS, WIRE.  PLIERS.  KNIVES ---- SHARP AND RUSTY, WD40 WILL FIX THAT RIGHT UP - SORE JOINTS, SQUEAKY DOORS ANYTHING...

 

STORIES, SONGS AND OPINIONS.  PLENTY OF THOSE TO GO AROUND, AND AROUND AND AROUND. 86 FULL YEARS WORTH.   THE BIGGEST TALKER THAT EVER LIVED.  HIS VOICE: LOUD, SURE, EXPRESSIVE, SLANG, HONEST TO GOD TRUTH.  DID I SAY LOUD?  THE FACTORY, THAT'S WHAT DID IT!  HAD TO BE HEARD OVER THE MACHINES, OVER EVERYTHING THAT KEPT CHANGING.  TIME.

 

HIS SMELL - SOMETIMES WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL IT JUST ABOUT KNOCKED ME OVER WHEN HE OPENED HIS MOUTH TO SAY, "HELLO SUGAR OR HIDY, BABY DOLL!  " Kentucky bourbon whiskey”.  MAYBE IT WAS LISTERINE.  THE ALCOHOL CONTENT WAS PROBABLY ABOUT THE SAME.  JUST A" SWIG OR A "NIP" TO KILL THE GERMS; OR WHATEVER ELSE AILS A BODY OR SPIRIT FOR THAT MATTER. (FIRST THING IN THE MORNING OF COURSE.)

 

ANYBODY HUNGRY?  BREAKFAST WAS THE BIG MEAL OF THE DAY.  THAT IS IF YOU DON'T COUNT LUNCH AND DINNER.  sausage, biscuits and gravy, eggs and bacon, ham and eggs, potatoes fried crispy brown in lard or drippings.  IF YOU WANT SOME VARITY TRY SOME squirrel, deer, quail, or rabbit.  MAYBE SOME frog legs WOULD TASTE GOOD, OR SOME catfish, fried.  A LITTLE SUGAR GOES A LONG WAY.  TRY SOME ice cream, pies, watermelon or "mushmelon", popcorn balls, a piece of hard candy.  FOOD IS A HEAVENLY EXPERIENCE, HOME COOKED ESPECIALLY!

 

SLEEP WAS ANOTHER SUBJECT IN WHICH MR. MOORE HAD SOME SPECIFIC OPINIONS.  AND OF COURSE IF ONLY EVERYBODY DID IT HIS WAY WE’D ALL BE A HELL OF A LOT BETTER OFF.  QUITE SIMPLY STATED, "up with the sun, and down with the sun." GLORIOUS IDEA!  LIGHTS OUT VERY SHORTLY AFTER DARK.  NO MATTER WHAT!  AND UP WITH THE ROOSTER CROW THE NEXT DAY.  SO IF MY MOM’S PHONE RANG AT 7am ON SUNDAY SHE ALWAYS KNEW WHO IT WAS.  NEVER MIND THE FACT THAT IT'S AN HOUR EARLIER HERE THAN IN KY. AND IT'S THE WEEKEND.  IT WAS 8am THERE, AND HE’D WAITED LONG ENOUGH. A patient man, he was not.

  STUBBORN.  PROUD.  STRONG.  DETERMINED.  BIG OF HEART.  
GUS.